Final Hour

Is this the beginning or the end? Can hardly tell the difference/ plus I can't watch this bull--shit television/ I try to focus on what's real too much fraud/ too much nonsense, boy you need God. (chuurch) .. I'm not a preacher, but my reach is Olajuwon/ and it comes from the heart/ so If your scared to play your cards/ ask him for strength for the shit you can't control/ they like daaamn D where u goin with this/ I don't really know homie just know that I'm gone with it...

Don't bite my shit man... Reality Rap

Peace

The Return of the "G"

Gratitude, Gravy, Guns, Generosity, Gouda, Gin, Gentleman, Giddy, Grown, Grotesque, Grind, Grunt, Greasy, Groove, Gum, Galapagos, Google, Gza, Geeks, Geico, GreyHound, Gym, Gabble, Girls, Goofy, Gumbo, Gumby, Grief, Gypsey, Goody-Two Shoes,Galileo, Garbage, Genitals, Geezer, Gigolo, Giggles, Glazed Doughnuts, Gnocchi, Gravity, Gossip, Gringo, Geologist, Godfather, Graffiti, Greenback, Gynecologist, Gastroenterologists...

If u guessed any of these.... You were wrong... Don't be an outcast listen to some OutKast - Return Of The G-A-N-G-S-T-E-R... On The Aquemini Album ...Classic BTW ....So Find Yaself A SpottieOttieDopaliscious Angel ..When find her neck will be smelling sweeter than a plates of yams with extra syrup.... Light up the Chonky Fire and Skew It On The Bar B.. like old schools playas and new school fools .. n it doesn't matter where Rosa parks she can park where she wants.. Peace

Sleepless Nights

Questions toss and turn thru my mind. I'm only looking for peace and stability. When nightfalls the depth of some of my misfortune  start surfacing and I tend to drown myself. As difficult as my situation is right now, I can use all the help and support I can get. Is that too much to ask for? .... I have never been ungrateful. I try so hard to let my actions scream how I feel. I will go over and beyond my call of duty. Thruth is regardless of all this, I still asked to be appreciated for everything I do. If this is too much to ask for, then I have to move on. They say we only live once, so I want to take full advantage.  I carry my own whirlwind of emotions not to keep misery in my company. These sleepless night seem endless. Since my late teen years I have been a person of determination, with a go get it mentality. As a man I've never been at the mercy of anyone, let alone my family. Not the easiest of tasks.
     Some people do not realize how their actions and words may affect the people they love. It hurts to be blindsided by someone else's selfishness. I never could accept the my way or the highway mentality. Maybe tolerate it for a time being but what do you do when the feeling is unbearable? .... This road to success is a lot tougher than I thought it would be growing up. As we grow we lose that innocence for the world and everything in it. I never thought the events in my life would ever occur at the age of 13 or 14. My last 10 years has been enough for a lifetime. I'm only speaking how I feel. If I'm wrong then, what is this feeling inside of me. Always wanting to disconnect myself from all these negatives. Sometime this world is so negative. Where do you go then?
     So many questions, not enough answers. I try to keep my focus, but something is telling me to rethink where I'm standing. My heart isn't with me. Something I sacraficed when I left home. Almost 5 months in and still haven't gotten over the hump. Some of the time has felt like solitude. I have had a lot of time to think myself, to cry out my pain, and create peace with my insanity. My time to shine... Definitely.. so where am I going? UP.. because I've been down to long. I don't pray every night but I did tonight. Speaking to god has always been beneficial to me. Regardless of the outcome just being able to say what I feel. Rest easy world.... peace

Comrade behind enemy lines....

Am I already in the cemetery?
How is it I can still hear my heart? It's barely pumping, my veins are throbbing. Wondering when does my breathing stop... My line of life seems so distant yet it feels as if it has passed. I have had some unspectacular nights carried on by my own hard working hands, my own casket on my back. Only due to the weight I carry , is why I walk. I am too damn STRONG to give into the enemy. My attitude may only be changed or improved by myself. Your life can go in any direction that your attitude drives you in. So don't drive into a wall..... By Jack Skywalker aka Monterey Jack aka Luga Its difficult to see some of my brothers behind that wall. Knowing its even 10 times worst for them. Take care of your people if that's the situation, they need our help more than you know .. This is a P.S.A brought to you by none other than Arnez Kushem... Peace

Advice in the mirror...

Life is a opportunity Everyday there's a challenge, an obstacle, a chance to reach your goals. Everything and anything that gets in your path is only designed to make you stronger. You rise to the occasion as needed and move forward. Your love should never be lost by your own selfishness. Communication is the key to all relationships family, friends and in life.

Open The Doors

Lately my topics have been personal. Opening the doors to my mind for people who never met me or have known me for years. This side of me isn't always visible in this jungle that we all live in. Only when I am faced with this task, I bring the walls down. It helps me and my mind state. While I'm going thru changes, trying to right my wrongs. I write what I feel, there's alot of emotions behind these words. That's what I want my readers to know. It's more than just words for me, It's my life. When I use lyrics from other artist it's because these words make sense in a world of madness. If I repost something that I've read, It is because I feel it's worth passing on the information. Again, there's changes we are all dealing with in the world. Years of being lied to gets old. So I hope my honesty is worth something. We need to open the doors of communication in the community. We the people need to come together and this is worldwide. We are all human beings, no matter the language we speak. Honesty goes a long way. With all that's going on in politics, makes it difficult to relax. There will always come a day where you must fight for what you believe in. We must take those steps, we all need peace of mind. A positive outlook is good for the heart. Try and stay stress free and enjoy life... Peace

Family Matters

Growing up I didn't really think how important family was. I lived in New Jersey until the age of 10. Being back here brings back alot great moments in my life. Looking back I really enjoyed living here. My Father wanted to move to Miami. He wanted to be closer to his family. I think it was his parents mostly.  His bond with his brother never really seemed to be strong. There was a sense of separation but I was only a kid making this observation. At 26, I can understand that separation. Issues I won't speak on, only because it needs to be fixed. The emptiness becomes unbearable at times. Over the years growing up in Miami things had changed. Around November of 2000 my Father was diagnosed with lung cancer. It was hard to look him in the face, not knowing what was going to happen.I had to think how he felt and his feelings. My selfishness was getting in the way. I realize i had to be there for him no matter what. May 2001, his father passed. I can't remember the details there was alot going on in my head. Having to come to grips of saying goodbye to my father for a final time on November 6, 2001 wasn't easy at 16. Knowing he won't have to suffer anymore was the only relief. At his wake, I met people I've never seen before and I probably will never see them again. My grandmother's pain was deep. Losing her husband and her son in the same year. I couldn't imagine how she felt, because my thoughts were on the road ahead of me. My father told me to be strong for my mother. He wanted the best for me and my brother's. Now that's on us to make that happen. That's all I think about.  10 years later on this date family is so important to me. But the fact is that sometimes I don't know who my family is. We might share the same last name but there's no connection. My mother lost her job a month after his death. She didn't get any support from anybody but her Own Family. My Father's Wife and Mother to his 3 Children deserved better than that. You people don't know what we went thru. Your absence says it all. Those who have reached out,  thank you and I love you.  I try to forgive and forget but the pain is still relevant. Not a day goes by that I don't think about what he taught me. So I say this you might not have perfect parents or brothers and sisters but love them.We all need the love. My mother always said you pick your friends not family... Peace
10 years later still missing you Pop... Rest In Paradise

Don't You Get Caught, Masturbating On My BLOCK!!

True Story and One of the most recent...

So after helping a friend move, me and 2 of my amigos were riding on the turnpike. Smoking a blunt most likely (can't remember) listening to music , and as we start getting into our neighborhood. I see 2 Miami Dade patrol cars making u-turns. There was a third police car that stayed in the turning lane and as we passed he got behind us. Now one of my friends was riding with a few felonies and he started to get paranoid. With the cop up my ass i told em to relax, we're 3 stops signs away and i'm not fuckin this up. As we get to the corner of the street i live on, he decides to put on his lights and siren to pull me over. I simply drove to me house, and pulled in my drive way. I told everyone to stay in the car, as i walked directly towards the cop car with the intentions on busting his balls for pulling me over for no reason. He asked for my license and registration, I left my license in my car, since i was helping a friend move i was using my mother's truck. so after explaining this to the officer and reassuring him that i have a license. He asks " Are you riding alone? " and coincidentally my friends were stepping out of the truck. Pointing at them, explaining they were helping me with the move. Now again i ask him " What is the Problem?" "Why did you pull me over?" " Is there a problem?" With a very serious face he says "yes there is a problem." His tone caught me off guard. So i'm like "What is it?".. He says and i quote. " There was a truck like yours similar make and model, driving down 88st. Kendall DR. (miami, fl)  with a man masturbating inside."Now, my mind didn't process everything because i was so mad. I knew i was never on 88st. and thats all i was thinking. i didn't get the chance to laugh in his face. I replied to him only with this " Well listen man, i just came from Nw 7st. and i got on the turnpike to 152st. I think you can figure it out" He told me to have a nice day and drove off. Now if this was a joke on his part, he's a bad motherfucker. But i stopped as i walked to the house and started laughing so hard, i even made a song out of it.

Don't You Get Caught, Masturbating On My BLOCK, Masturbating On My BLOCK, Masturbating On My BLOCK, Block, BLOCK ,BLOCK, BLOCK...

It's perfect for some dub step, anyway, that will be an unforgettable experience. i will share with my kids. Who else gets pulled over for suspicion of masturbating behind the wheel?.... LMAO.....PEACE

The Infamous.....ShoeF*cker!! .. What ?!!?

I know it sounds confusing, but only because this actually happened I will share this story. Maybe i was about 18 or 19, not old enough to drink. But we bought a bottle in the club. They never asked me for i.d. as long as my money was right. There was 5 of us that night, some of us were a little more wasted than others. At the time, I don't think anyone knew how this night would end. It started as we were walking back to where we parked. It was a parking lot we found in a alley. Perfect place for some weird shit to go down. Not mentioning any names,  but this animal known as homicide felt he needed to get into this 4Runner that was parked by us. The sound of glass shattering, caught everyone off gaurd. He didn't let anyone in on his grand scheme. Blame it on the alcohol perhaps.... anyway after countless efforts of trying to take the radio out (just to hear some tunes) he settled for a large duffle bag. The adrenaline rush had us speeding out of the alleyway before someone found the mess we made. Finally when we get home to open the bags, only to find shoes. Kids shoes, woman's shoes,  and men's shoes. Making jokes of stealing..i mean borrowing an entire family's shoes was only the beginning. Inside the duffle bag was a collection of papers. Me being a natural Dick Tracy i started reading. The first couple pages was a list of where the shoes came from. Not department stores, but peoples homes, their closets, gym lockers, etc. Right then and there i knew something was wrong and at the same time my buddy found a vcr tape in the bag. (who still carries video cassette tapes, sadly we still had a vcr player at the time) Thinking there was gonna be a woman somewhere in this video we stood there and waited. Slowly but surely everything took a turn for the worst when the dude started inserting his penis in the shoe. 1 by 1 we walked out speechless, this wasn't shoes that we took! This was some guys Pussy!! We sat quietly, staring at the walls. Trying to block these images out of our mind. Homicide destroyed the tape with one swift crack over the knee. I am quite the jordan collector, so i started making threats... " If I catch anyone trying to fuck my J's, I'm gonna kick your ass" lol... It became  an unforgettable joke. The man in the video probably has never felt worst than that night. Coming back to his car and having his ladies kidnapped. lmao There is some sick people in this world. Again this entire story is true, i would not make this up. There are more that i will start writing soon. i hope you enjoyed the craziness....Peace

Don't Lie To Me....

 Everyone has a story to tell. Before you even ask for it, there just itching to get it out. They want us to believe them to so frickin bad. We all know that one guy/girl that has a better story than something that actually happen to you. I try to stay away from these Charles Dickens. The lack of truth in the world is crippling. I don't need anymore poison from anywhere else. The only thruth is that none of us know what is really going on behind closed doors. Like what type of deals are made or the parties involved. Yes i'm talking politics, as much as i hate to do it. I'm just tired of the bullshit that the news and media feeds us. Not everything is what it seems. In this day and age that has became clear. Growing up I never thought about it. as children we don't worry about what's going on the world. We just want to have fun, but what about the kids that are starving in other countries. Only because this "group of the higher up" have destroyed their economy using our country as the face of it all. This has been going on way before my generation. We as a world are feeling the affects of abuse. The day a human being is more important in this world then money will be the beginning of a new world. sadly that day will never come. i hope i'm wrong, i hope we can all find peace. killing each other does nothing but help control population. we need a world with balance and right now that doesn't exist. Your either rich or poor, there is no in between. There is no middle class, that's just something they made up to make us feel better. We have to look to the future and start making serious decisions. The future of our children depend on it. If you have kids, you should being thinking about them right now. Our parents did what they could to get us in the position we're in. Now it's our turn... all those years in school they told us we are the future of america. This is what they were talking about. The decisions we make as a whole, means a lot at this point. To them we're just consumers, not humans just consumers. Would you buy something knowing there is innocent people dying over the goods. Like the blood diamonds Kanye West raps about. How long were conflict diamonds being sold until this information came to light? The lies, cover ups, betrayal, treason, assassinations, and the wars where truth was swept under the rug to be forgotten. How can we live in such a place and not rebel?....Just my Thoughts Peace

Words From 50cent..#Honesty

How fucked up that we have evidence that the big Banks have been corrupt, yet our governments aren't punishing those that have stolen from the pension funds.

Our Politicians are puppets for whoever pays them into office. That's how fucked our system is. Their broken promises for change cant happen especially when the system is corrupt

And children who need a meal go without because our politicians won't stop thinking of themselves long enough or how to win the next election, too look around them and see how bad it is.

You aren't helping Mr politician, things are getting worse here in the US, in Europe, Africa everywhere!

Im fuckn angry that Children are dying everyday.

There's hard working people out there who do give a shit.

Problem is those with the power – government and big business, want this system to keep going. Its suits them

I don't want to do business with these fuckers anymore. Do you?

if a company isn't giving back, stop buying from them. Buy a pair of shoes from TOMS (who give another pair to someone in need), look for companies that aren't paying lip service to community / charity

we are more powerful than the big business and politicians realize......we have the power to stop buying their products, banking with them.

your dollar, that you worked hard for, does have power.

together we can say – WAKE UP A-HOLES! The game is over.

- want to shout out to Occupy Wall Street groups around the world. You are waking up the world, including me. Please keep up the peaceful protest, you are making a difference

Love by john lennon

Love is Real, Real is love
Love is Feeling, Feeling Love
Love is Wanting, To be Loved
Love is Touch, Touch is Love
Love is Reaching, Reaching love
Love is Asking, To be Loved
Love is You, You and Me
Love is Knowing, We can't Be
Love is Free, Free is Love
Love is Living, Living Love
Love is Needing, To Be Loved



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